haha remember when i used to Feel things like i could locate where all my emotions were. i felt so deeply. i felt with every atom of my being. i loved so much. i felt everything. i loved too much. i felt too much.
i havent felt anything like that in over a year
im scared to say its been longer than that
but i think that was when i stopped hoping
and i think thats when i realized that i had to change fast to keep myself alive